I sit on the floor of a bookstore and I am overwhelmed as I pour over titles and covers and table of contents and skim chapters and pages of so many books I lose count. Thousands of souls lay bare in front of me. Bare and exposed and powerless to withdrawal their words, authors stare at me from back covers.

To imagine my own book on these shelves one day is terrifying. I picture my words here…available for any stranger to read…to love or to hate.

I feel vulnerable.

This writing is an exposing of one’s most inner thoughts, feelings, beliefs, and fears. It is an uncovering, a confessing, a revealing.

My heart beats fast and I am afraid. Afraid to succeed. Afraid to fail.

A familiar voice tells me I will never be good enough and I can never work hard enough.

And then I remember Martha and Mary and I remember the one thing.

As I dig a little deeper I discover what my heart already knows. There are many matters that cause us to be anxious and distracted from the one thing we were created for. There is only one thing from which all other things are birthed that is required of us. It is the better choice and it is good, beneficial, and worthy.

It is to sit at the very feet of Jesus. To surrender. To exalt Him above everything else in our lives, no matter how pressing or important or necessary. When Jesus calls, we must accept His invitation.

As I consider my current project in light of this scripture my thoughts change. This writing is an exposing and all those other things, too, but it is more.

It is worship and it is sacrifice. It is intimate and it is personal but it is not mine.

As I sit at the master’s feet, as I chose the one thing that is required and good, then will His purpose pour out of me and then will His glory be revealed in my story and through my words, whether they ever find their way to those bookshelves or not.

As you surrender those things that are causing you anxiety, whether it is work or ministry or tribulation, and find your place in His presence, you will have chosen well.

As you lay down those distractions and cease striving and doing and working to prove yourself or make sure everything is just right, and instead sit at the feet of Jesus, you shall hear His word as Mary did.

As Mary settled near Jesus, she heard his word. She positioned herself close enough to understand every word He said and she heard Him.

I want to do everything I can for God. I want to lead Bible studies and write books and teach and encourage others and fulfill my purpose. I want to understand and know and hear Jesus. But it must all start by sitting at His feet. We must find a place near Him and dwell there. His presence is our starting point. It is the place from which everything else we do must begin.

Can you lay down those distractions and surrender your anxieties today? Can you cease for a moment and spend time at the feet of Jesus? I’m praying you can. I’m praying I can. Let us sit together and listen for His words.

Father, your word says as we draw near to you, you draw near to us. We choose to draw near to you today. We long for your presence and desire to hear you speak to us. Help us to lay down whatever might be keeping us from you. Give us courage to trust and strength to obey. Have your way in our lives. Be glorified in all we say and do. We choose the one thing, the better thing. We choose you. In Jesus’ name we pray, Amen.

**Please join us for our next Online Bible Study, A Confident Heart, by Renee Swope, which begins October 13. I’m a part of the leadership team and we have a great community of women all over the world! I’ll also be over there every Thursday leading the Blog Hop! Click here to sign up today!**

(This post was originally published June 28, 2013 on my previous website, Is That You, Lord)

Today I am joining hands with thousands of other women across the globe to pray for an end to human trafficking. For more information visit P31 OBS,  Lysa Terkeurst, and The A21 Campaign.

Father, we come before you today on behalf of men, women, and children all over the world who are victims of human trafficking. There are so many hurting right this very moment…so many in unimaginable situations and circumstances. You see them. You know them. We ask, God, that You would make a way of escape. Let them be found, rescued, and saved. We pray for deliverance and healing and life. We pray for peace and hope and strength. We know that You hear our prayers today and that You are responding. We thank you for the work that’s already taking place.

We pray for governments worldwide involved in these terrible crimes or who turn a deaf ear to the great atrocities and cruel violations against our brothers and sisters. We pray for the removal of their places of influence and rule. We know this battle is physical and spiritual (Ephesians 6:12) so we not only pray for physical changes but we also ask that the spiritual forces of wickedness in heavenly places be brought down in Jesus name.  We ask that you judge the spiritual powers ruling over these trafficking rings. Cause their plans and strategies to unravel. Shine Your light in the darkness and expose what is hidden. Turn the hearts of those who do evil and give them desire to do what is right and good. We know You are able and we put this in Your capable, strong hands. Thank you for breakthrough and freedom!

We also pray according to Deuteronomy 16:19, Amos 5:12, and Zechariah 8:16.  Uncover those accepting bribes or giving bribes and causing harm to the poor and those who cannot help themselves. We pray that truth, justice, and peace prevail!

We ask all these things in the name of Your Son, Jesus Christ.

Amen.

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